I Know Him Since I Can Remember

I remember my first memory of him is in front of his house and he was waving to me with his smiling face. Me and my family was about leaving. It was a long time ago.

The following memories are always his smile, a lot of smiles.

But lately i have seen his angry face, nervous face, sad face, confuse face, sleepy face and many other faces.

And in spite of it all,

Little did he knows,

He’s always had a special place in a deepest heart of mine.

For me, love is a competition. We compete to create beautiful memories to overlap the old ones our partners have with their exes.

"If there is any substitute for love, it is memory."
Joseph Brodsky

Now it’s all a memory..

Finally i know what LOVE is!

When you don’t mind slowing down the process.

Not because you’re fearful or in doubt, but because all you want to do is creating beautiful memories with the one you love.

There is no obsession to posses him.

Days without intense romantic communication is not a torture.

Even when there comes a time when he ignores or doesn’t treat you the way you imagine, seeing him can make your day!

It’s crazy how you don’t mind waiting, even if it takes a lifetime!

I really hope you won’t be a memory, just like others. I want you to be in my future.